Don't know..don't care...

We keep talking about freedom of speech and yet we always deny other people' right to do so...so lame...we have the right to say or suggest something, and again is it so difficult to listen first ?? In the end everybody will behave as if they "DON'T KNOW, DON'T CARE"...

Instead of keep complaining about something, why don't we discuss how to contribute..Moral of the story, if we shut up no body will care about us and we can live in peace..bring your phone to all meetings/ discussion bebeh. We can play everything..hahaha...

New design

For whatever reason, my blog was hacked by something..all of sudden, the background of my blog full of frogs..bukan katak bawah tempurung but more like frog froze in transparent ice..got to change it, I have used that background for more than 3 years already although I hardly write anything since last year :-D..with my limited time (an excuse), here is the 1 click new background..:-D I'm so lazy...hehehe..cheers....

time

I always hate when some people think they are the busiest people on earth, and others just have to wait for them...helloo...If others can allocate some time to do something, why can't you?? I what hate to be treated like I have all the time in my hand...come on la, I allocate the time that' s why I meet the time line...some people just worst in time management and fail to fulfill what they said...


From today onwards, what you give you get back...CATCH ME IF YOU CAN....:-D

Human rights ???

A short story about my visa application. Yesterday, the company told me French authorities requested free hair passport photo..What say you? For me, my human rights were severely raped :-)) Oh well, I never describe myself as a very strict Muslim, but I do feel uncomfortable when I'm forced to do something unwillingly...

Few years ago when the whole world were Islam-phobia, I asked my non-Muslim friends "Do I looked like a terrorist??'' Her GOOD answer was "No, you don't looked like a terrorist. You know what, to be a terrorist you must be tough, slim figure and tall"... hahaha....She was absolutely right, how on earth I can become a terrorist, those requirements simply did not fit me...All those infos they can obtain from my passport...

Now, I sort of a bit reluctant...If I think about ringgit and cents, I definitely pull out from the project, but when I think about betterment of the nation, I simply have to proceed. I don't know what else God have for me in store....

power crazy...

I sincerely quite agree with this article from The Star

Put people's interest first!

Respect decision of March 8, Anwar told

By LOONG MENG YEE

KUALA LUMPUR: The Opposition is in control of five states, but its leader Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim continues to drag the country into political uncertainty because he wants to be prime minister.

Bila penyamun jumpa perompak...

I always remember P. Ramlee's movie titled Ali baba & 40 orang penyamun..This movie sort of shows how some people live their life..Imagine, when we rob others we never bother what happen to then..But once somebody else steal something from us, then we start barking like crazy...

Two scenario about penyamun and perompak, first the useless former MoF wanted to become MP while his case was still under investigation. I wonder, what's he trying to prove? This kind of people really put rakyat in dilema by creating unstable political situation...What was his contribution when he was a DPM, ministry of finace before? Why some people sort of was hynotised, they believe in every single thing he said..come on guys, can you believe was Ezam said??...The same thing, they are the people who did not get what they want, and now they are blaming the system that they created...

Second scenario, UMNO's veteran reported to ACA about misused of power of those high up...Common la...anything new about it??? Pocket money, kain batik, kain pelikat were normal in any UMNO/ BN gathering..Unless they want to say they've been blind before...hahaha...well, I would say, before this no body cares since everybody got the share, but now ONLY certain people got the portion. What else they can do but barking...?

Third scenario, since the leader do not want to step down, now the women leader also wish to hold to the post..hahaha...what can the leader say when he is also doing the same thing...there is no democracy, what we have only a well-patterned democracy. Meaning that the leader is selected for you, you like it or not you have to agree with them...

No need to komen on Permatang Pauh...Must be full of phantom voters, PKR will win with smaller majority...And BN will say due to Anwar's court case etc etc...Or people just dissapointed with PKR..hahaha...what more can they say?

In Perak, almost every week we can see in news sort of DAP and PAS was not in a team...Not surprisingly, those who said so were related to previous government...

In conclusion, when penyamun jumpa perompak, then only know about themselves....:-) It's just like you see your reflection in the mirror...

p/s: remind me of magic mirror..."mirror mirror on the wall, who's the finest among them all"

word of mouth-spaceflight PARTICIPANT

yeah..I never admire this creature-the spaceflight participant aka Bolehland astro-NOT..


The gov spent billions of money to send him to the space and until today I never see any experiment result..

Word of mouth, when he gave 2 hours talk at recent gegar U, he was paid RM10 000...I repeat RM10k...I thought, among the agreement with government he was supposed to do roadshow. And now he's making money out of it??? wow...I can imagine how much money he already earned since he came back...He also was reluctant to stay at the nearest hotel (low class..) but insisted on RM600/night room which was far away from the venue...can you imagine his true color???

How fair is fair..?

Like WE always say "Life is always unfair"..hehehehe..so, why bother?

Stand on your own feet

Some people might wonder why I post this title...Well, probably some people just simply don't realise how bad if we are too dependent on others...How about those 'others' kick you out? Not to mention if he's dead, which is beyond our control.

In life I believe we always have to at least learn to stand on our own-two-feet..I sometimes cried in my heart when I saw people just could not free themselves or their mind. I wonder how workers still dependent on their boss, students on lecturer/ teachers, but how about PhD holder on ex-supervisor??? That is soooooo ridiculous to me...

Although my relation with my supervisor was good, but I never became his 'free labour' a.k.a 'kuli' for whatever reason....(Am I right? those who knew me when I was there?)..My supervisor also always treated me with honour/ dignity, with very least barrier as student-supervisor.

What happen if we really dependent on others? I guess, till the end we will never survive in the real world..we will leave in our own world without knowing what is happening out there...And for sure very least improvement or advancement we can make...The worst thing is what others see in you...Unless we are blind then we can't see it...You are downgrading yourselves...! I always see is as an ass-kisser trying to survive...Always remember the life-time of an ass-kisser is very short...no doubt about it...

Yeah,,probably I was wrong..I always try to be self-sufficient, but I know when exactly I need somebody to support me...Thanks all...

Change Malay mind set??

:-)) what a joke! that was my impromtu act after I heard the 'sleeping beauty' wanted to change Malay's mind set...Remind me of the advice from the 1st Malaysia PM 'Do what I said, don't do what I did'...In other word, there is no such thing as 'kepimpinan melalui tauladan'....I think Malaysian will react 'Free your mind first, before talking about our mind' hahahaha...so pathetic!..

Anyway, we have to admit everything is VERY easy to say, but can we actually walk the talk? Or at least work the talk?..hmm...In general, there are so many things we wish we could change. However, we must wake up from sweet dreams to realise somehow we just can't do it...so, why bother to brag with something we simply not sure we can do it or not?

Some people keep talking about 'billions'....in reality rakyat hardly make thousands...

p/s: sometimes, I wonder how I'm stuck in idea from such strictly-NOT-a-GREAT-mind....:-)

cram among the cram

"Cram among the cram' That was my favorite sentence for today...I don't really know how to describe the situation, but I think the best is to let others judge...

Am I going to be 1 million poorer (which I never had)??? I was convinced, we were just simply not allowed to fail...simply can't...I wonder if there will be any unforeseen circumstances that will make me 1 million poorer than now? But, number is just a number. Even if you put in 200k or 500k, I don't think I'm going to pay for it, let alone 1 million..hahahaha....define your judgment...

for crying out loud....

Seriously, in the first place I thought I would like to write a short fiction about these cartoons...However, I just simply have to do something more important....Those around me should be able to guess the main reason I put up these cartoons...hahahaha....

Remind me of 'Ahmad Albab' movie, "kebahagiaan rumahtangga dan rezeki itu datangnya dari bapak".That was P. Ramlee time...I'm surprised in such modern society there are people who think they awarded 'rezeki' to others...talk behind our back without any hesitation..I wonder, how do you sleep at night??? hahahaha...It must be tiring to curse people in your dream aye???hahahaha...like I care.....

Demo or on strike....?

Update 6 July 2008

Hehehe...I'm not on my own...Other bloggers also on strike...So many rubbish or even shit news lying around...I was so surprised when they recite part of Quran to explain about fitnah on TV3 news last night...Come on people out there, you never feel guilty when you accused others without any proof before, and when it's your turn now you start barking...hahahaha...I really have to refrain myself from watching, reading and listening to any unimportant news....I better read more important manuscripts, novels...watch more and more TV series...:-D

Original posting: 5 July 2008

These days my beloved Bolehland seems undergo the most unstable in all areas...of course, economy wise, I would say things getting worst every single day. Hmm..I'm more interested in lots news..Out of the blue, somebody accused being sodomized by the long awaiting ex-DPM. At the same time, somebody suddenly declared the current DPM was also into the same 'behaviour'-although the declaration was retracted in less than 24 hours..As a rakyat marhaen, I see this as power crazy people tried to bring down their enemy without even thinking of the rakyat...How true were the news ? Somehow I'm so tired of this kind of news...Sometime we just want to sell the news, we make it controversial. If I go on demo, I will tell the media not to report on something that is very uncertain. I'll also tell those 'involved' to shut their mouth and work to improve the economy...If I go on strike, I'll stop myself from watching news, read newspaper etc...hahaha...I think I can live with CSI, ugly betty, house, friends or even animal planet hahahaha...or I should start to watch history channel??

Sometimes, I wonder why can't we live in peace? Why can't we grow up or get old together? :-D .....Oh yah, at least I'm positive about it....I don't see why we have to bring people down when we want to climb up..Why can't we work together, help each other and reach the sky together...
?? I believe in rezeki from God, no matter how hard we try, if it doesn't mean for us in the first place, we won't get it...

recession is around the corner...

Few months ago, I read somewhere 10 years cycle economic downturn won't happen this time around. Are we still believe in this? Let us go through some fact, when government increased the petrol price to RM1.92/litre, the global oil price was below USD70 per barrel. And now the price, as of today, already exceeded USD 141 per barrel..Can we still expect good economic growth this year? World's stock exchanges dropped very sudden yesterday...
It is amazing to me when people keep expecting positive economic growth...hmm I think some people are playing around with numbers to show good management..In reality, what can you get from supermarket with RM100? Today went to Sungai Udang to buy some fresh seafoods. 1 snapper, 1 trevally and 1 kg of prawn cost me RM50. If in wet market, I may need extra RM20-30 to get those things. Imagine, if our income is less than RM1k, what can we eat? Economy still good?

Kenapa singgah kalau tak masuk

Somehow, I kind of like this song..Before anybody judges me for being jiwang, listen to the song first from youtube


For me the music itself is quite unique, the lyric also sort of impromptu...hmmm...I just simply love it...

Kenapa singgah kalau tak masuk-Flava

Jarang sekali terdengar bunyi
Ketukan di pintu hatiku ini
Kalau ada pun bila ku buka
Tiada siapa yang berada di luar

Tapi sejak dua menjak kini
Ku merasakan bagai ada tetamu
Tanpa dijemput sudi menjenguk
Pada waktu sepi menemaniku

chorus
Tidak mungkin tiada di sini
Kerna tiada siapa pernah kisah
Akan aku tertanya ku siapa kamu
Kenapa singgah kalau tak masuk
Ke dalam hatiku

Jarang sekali ku rasa rindu
Menantikan waktu untuk bertemu
Bisakah bersua walau seminit
Agar lahir peluang berterima kasih

chorus

Jarang sekali ku sebegini
Mengharapkan hati untuk diselami
Jangan biar fikiranku buntu
Memikirkan mimpi dalam jagaku

Sometime...stress can kill us....

I'm not sure what's happening to myself. It could be hormone changes or I simply stress.. Last few days, I realized something just not right..In the middle of my routine exercise, I mean after 20 minutes cycling (on exercyle), I moved to trade mill...After several minutes, I realized, my pulsed was very high ~180...Something must be wrong...I know myself very well, no matter how intense my exercise, my pulse hardly pass 170...My routine life to office as usual that day...I received an email that made me really mad, sad and frustrated. It's simple, everything was in order, and all of sudden without any warning we just had to scrap the plan...I'm crazy if I don't have any heart feeling...:-D..Back to the story, after I read that email, suddenly I feel my hand trembling..and I got headache ..My heart beat also quite fast..

Thank God, that evening I already made appointment to see Dr Jammy for influenza injection. So, I asked her to check my blood pressure...Yes, my blood pressure reached upper limit of normal blood pressure...130! My pulse also increased but not too high...

Moral of the story, sometimes, life is full of bumpy rides. It's up to us to deal with it...Life is full of unplanned plans, we just have to be more flexible. For myself, I simply have least flexibility. Everything must go according to my plan...and the result probably can kill me one day...:-))