Wednesday, 23 July 2008

Finally, I'm back ?

Why I said I'm back? Since ages, I did not feel weird when somebody called me 'dear' no matter man or woman hahaha..somehow, these days, I even feel weird when a lady keep calling me 'dear' hahaha...I think I become true Malaysian already...

and I feel uncomfortable when people wrote to me in English and keep using the word 'ya' hahaha..I guess because the word 'ya' remind me of lots of Hindi movie..When I watched Hindi movie (which I did not even remember the title), the hero keep saying the word 'ya' e.g. I miss you 'ya'...oh please....I feel annoyed every time this people use it in email or sms...or it is just PMS..hahahaha...

Sunday, 20 July 2008

Ubah gaya hidup...(??)

Exco Terengganu dapat Mercedes ganti Perdana V6

KUALA TERENGGANU 19 Julai – Kerajaan Terengganu membelanjakan kira-kira RM3.43 juta bagi membeli 14 buah Mercedes E200 Kompressor untuk menggantikan Proton Perdana V6 Executive sebagai kenderaan rasmi ahli Majlis Mesyuarat Kerajaan Negeri (Exco) dan pegawai kanan kerajaan negeri.

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This news ruined my Sunday morning after I read Utusan. I just can't believe how Terengganu's rakyat 'terlepas dari mulut harimau, terjun ke mulut buaya...' unbelievable...While rakyat keep keep complaining about price hike, these morons have guts to misused taxpayers' money....unbelievable...

Somebody in Utusan must really hate the current excos...This kind of news should not be on front page after all....let the drive Kompressor, while rakyat riding bicycle and motorcycle..defend yourself in the hereafter...

* Probably this is another good excuse for me to buy another car...What's wrong if I buy a car with money from my own blood and sweat...:-)



Saturday, 19 July 2008

Patriotic...

I was more patriotic before I came back....Now, I just simply don't know...

How fair is fair..?

Like WE always say "Life is always unfair"..hehehehe..so, why bother?

Stand on your own feet


Some people might wonder why I post this title...Well, probably some people just simply don't realise how bad if we are too dependent on others...How about those 'others' kick you out? Not to mention if he's dead, which is beyond our control.

In life I believe we always have to at least learn to stand on our own-two-feet..I sometimes cried in my heart when I saw people just could not free themselves or their mind. I wonder how workers still dependent on their boss, students on lecturer/ teachers, but how about PhD holder on ex-supervisor??? That is soooooo ridiculous to me...

Although my relation with my supervisor was good, but I never became his 'free labour' a.k.a 'kuli' for whatever reason....(Am I right? those who knew me when I was there?)..My supervisor also always treated me with honour/ dignity, with very least barrier as student-supervisor.

What happen if we really dependent on others? I guess, till the end we will never survive in the real world..we will leave in our own world without knowing what is happening out there...And for sure very least improvement or advancement we can make...The worst thing is what others see in you...Unless we are blind then we can't see it...You are downgrading yourselves...! I always see is as an ass-kisser trying to survive...Always remember the life-time of an ass-kisser is very short...no doubt about it...

Yeah,,probably I was wrong..I always try to be self-sufficient, but I know when exactly I need somebody to support me...Thanks all...

Sunday, 13 July 2008

To all my friends-PhD candidates


I believe my PhD candidate friends still visit my blog from time to time...:-D Here is a good news to motivate you guys to finish up your Ph.D A.S.A.P...Those who are not in lecturer scheme, once you come back you will be appointed as DS51. There are some regulations though, credit BM, completed 1 good quality research (basically your PhD thesis will do), paper (conference or journal is ok).. Those who are currently in DS45, you can sit for PTK and apply for DS52. Another option, you can resign, and get appointed to DS51 the very next day...How cool...:-)

All options do not benefit me that much though, but I believe sometimes we always have to choose which one is the best for us..We just simply cannot grab everything...Technically, I'm gambling for something I'm just not sure hahaha..I have excuse for doing so-advice form certain people...so, if it doesn't happened I have somebody to blame hahahaha....

Ok guys and gals, hopefully you will come back soon with PhD.....Stay focus...

p/s: Those who haven't get momentum to do your PhD, please take this as a motivation for you to fill in the application form...hehehehe....

Change Malay mind set??

:-)) what a joke! that was my impromtu act after I heard the 'sleeping beauty' wanted to change Malay's mind set...Remind me of the advice from the 1st Malaysia PM 'Do what I said, don't do what I did'...In other word, there is no such thing as 'kepimpinan melalui tauladan'....I think Malaysian will react 'Free your mind first, before talking about our mind' hahahaha...so pathetic!..

Anyway, we have to admit everything is VERY easy to say, but can we actually walk the talk? Or at least work the talk?..hmm...In general, there are so many things we wish we could change. However, we must wake up from sweet dreams to realise somehow we just can't do it...so, why bother to brag with something we simply not sure we can do it or not?

Some people keep talking about 'billions'....in reality rakyat hardly make thousands...

p/s: sometimes, I wonder how I'm stuck in idea from such strictly-NOT-a-GREAT-mind....:-)

Tuesday, 8 July 2008

cram among the cram

"Cram among the cram' That was my favorite sentence for today...I don't really know how to describe the situation, but I think the best is to let others judge...

Am I going to be 1 million poorer (which I never had)??? I was convinced, we were just simply not allowed to fail...simply can't...I wonder if there will be any unforeseen circumstances that will make me 1 million poorer than now? But, number is just a number. Even if you put in 200k or 500k, I don't think I'm going to pay for it, let alone 1 million..hahahaha....define your judgment...

Monday, 7 July 2008

for crying out loud....

Seriously, in the first place I thought I would like to write a short fiction about these cartoons...However, I just simply have to do something more important....Those around me should be able to guess the main reason I put up these cartoons...hahahaha....

Remind me of 'Ahmad Albab' movie, "kebahagiaan rumahtangga dan rezeki itu datangnya dari bapak".That was P. Ramlee time...I'm surprised in such modern society there are people who think they awarded 'rezeki' to others...talk behind our back without any hesitation..I wonder, how do you sleep at night??? hahahaha...It must be tiring to curse people in your dream aye???hahahaha...like I care.....




Saturday, 5 July 2008

Whale....

I always adore this mammal-whale....hehehe..for good excuse though..Although whales swim all day long, all year around, but they are still big hahahaha...who says you can slim down by swimming?? hahaha...

I like this picture from nzherald...yes, I still glance through nzherald to see what's going on there..
Also, several shots from my whale watching trip in Kaikoura ages ago...
This picture remind me of finding nemo...I can speak whale...hahahaha

me...relative to whale :-)

Thursday, 3 July 2008

Demo or on strike....?

Update 6 July 2008

Hehehe...I'm not on my own...Other bloggers also on strike...So many rubbish or even shit news lying around...I was so surprised when they recite part of Quran to explain about fitnah on TV3 news last night...Come on people out there, you never feel guilty when you accused others without any proof before, and when it's your turn now you start barking...hahahaha...I really have to refrain myself from watching, reading and listening to any unimportant news....I better read more important manuscripts, novels...watch more and more TV series...:-D

Original posting: 5 July 2008

These days my beloved Bolehland seems undergo the most unstable in all areas...of course, economy wise, I would say things getting worst every single day. Hmm..I'm more interested in lots news..Out of the blue, somebody accused being sodomized by the long awaiting ex-DPM. At the same time, somebody suddenly declared the current DPM was also into the same 'behaviour'-although the declaration was retracted in less than 24 hours..As a rakyat marhaen, I see this as power crazy people tried to bring down their enemy without even thinking of the rakyat...How true were the news ? Somehow I'm so tired of this kind of news...Sometime we just want to sell the news, we make it controversial. If I go on demo, I will tell the media not to report on something that is very uncertain. I'll also tell those 'involved' to shut their mouth and work to improve the economy...If I go on strike, I'll stop myself from watching news, read newspaper etc...hahaha...I think I can live with CSI, ugly betty, house, friends or even animal planet hahahaha...or I should start to watch history channel??

Sometimes, I wonder why can't we live in peace? Why can't we grow up or get old together? :-D .....Oh yah, at least I'm positive about it....I don't see why we have to bring people down when we want to climb up..Why can't we work together, help each other and reach the sky together...
?? I believe in rezeki from God, no matter how hard we try, if it doesn't mean for us in the first place, we won't get it...

Wednesday, 2 July 2008

When 'professionals' play

Last Saturday we had Badminton tournament for women from my school..Oh yes, of course lots of kids as well came to watch their moms..:-), and caused lots of near-missed accidents...hahaha..imagine close to 10 kids below 7 years old ran around while we played badminton..

My group, me and Razaina, won both games and make us the winner of the game..not bad huh?? After the game, me and several colleagues went to Sungai Udang again..hmm, quite nice, we managed to buy fresh snapper, prawn, etc..The price of course much cheaper compared to in a wet market. The fish still alive and jump around when we drove back..The worst thing was, I just could not kill living fish..I just simply won't kill any moving object except mosquito...the most cruel thing I did was froze the fishes to death in the freezer hahahahaha....

Guess what, since I lacked of exercise these days, I just simply could not do anything in the evening..I heavily slept for hours-ignore phone calls, smses..When we met on Monday, all of professional players claimed the same thing-muscle pain the whole body...:-))