Finally, I'm back ?

Why I said I'm back? Since ages, I did not feel weird when somebody called me 'dear' no matter man or woman hahaha..somehow, these days, I even feel weird when a lady keep calling me 'dear' hahaha...I think I become true Malaysian already...

and I feel uncomfortable when people wrote to me in English and keep using the word 'ya' hahaha..I guess because the word 'ya' remind me of lots of Hindi movie..When I watched Hindi movie (which I did not even remember the title), the hero keep saying the word 'ya' e.g. I miss you 'ya'...oh please....I feel annoyed every time this people use it in email or sms...or it is just PMS..hahahaha...

Ubah gaya hidup...(??)

Exco Terengganu dapat Mercedes ganti Perdana V6

KUALA TERENGGANU 19 Julai – Kerajaan Terengganu membelanjakan kira-kira RM3.43 juta bagi membeli 14 buah Mercedes E200 Kompressor untuk menggantikan Proton Perdana V6 Executive sebagai kenderaan rasmi ahli Majlis Mesyuarat Kerajaan Negeri (Exco) dan pegawai kanan kerajaan negeri.

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This news ruined my Sunday morning after I read Utusan. I just can't believe how Terengganu's rakyat 'terlepas dari mulut harimau, terjun ke mulut buaya...' unbelievable...While rakyat keep keep complaining about price hike, these morons have guts to misused taxpayers' money....unbelievable...

Somebody in Utusan must really hate the current excos...This kind of news should not be on front page after all....let the drive Kompressor, while rakyat riding bicycle and motorcycle..defend yourself in the hereafter...

* Probably this is another good excuse for me to buy another car...What's wrong if I buy a car with money from my own blood and sweat...:-)

Patriotic...

I was more patriotic before I came back....Now, I just simply don't know...

How fair is fair..?

Like WE always say "Life is always unfair"..hehehehe..so, why bother?

Stand on your own feet

Some people might wonder why I post this title...Well, probably some people just simply don't realise how bad if we are too dependent on others...How about those 'others' kick you out? Not to mention if he's dead, which is beyond our control.

In life I believe we always have to at least learn to stand on our own-two-feet..I sometimes cried in my heart when I saw people just could not free themselves or their mind. I wonder how workers still dependent on their boss, students on lecturer/ teachers, but how about PhD holder on ex-supervisor??? That is soooooo ridiculous to me...

Although my relation with my supervisor was good, but I never became his 'free labour' a.k.a 'kuli' for whatever reason....(Am I right? those who knew me when I was there?)..My supervisor also always treated me with honour/ dignity, with very least barrier as student-supervisor.

What happen if we really dependent on others? I guess, till the end we will never survive in the real world..we will leave in our own world without knowing what is happening out there...And for sure very least improvement or advancement we can make...The worst thing is what others see in you...Unless we are blind then we can't see it...You are downgrading yourselves...! I always see is as an ass-kisser trying to survive...Always remember the life-time of an ass-kisser is very short...no doubt about it...

Yeah,,probably I was wrong..I always try to be self-sufficient, but I know when exactly I need somebody to support me...Thanks all...

To all my friends-PhD candidates

I believe my PhD candidate friends still visit my blog from time to time...:-D Here is a good news to motivate you guys to finish up your Ph.D A.S.A.P...Those who are not in lecturer scheme, once you come back you will be appointed as DS51. There are some regulations though, credit BM, completed 1 good quality research (basically your PhD thesis will do), paper (conference or journal is ok).. Those who are currently in DS45, you can sit for PTK and apply for DS52. Another option, you can resign, and get appointed to DS51 the very next day...How cool...:-)

All options do not benefit me that much though, but I believe sometimes we always have to choose which one is the best for us..We just simply cannot grab everything...Technically, I'm gambling for something I'm just not sure hahaha..I have excuse for doing so-advice form certain people...so, if it doesn't happened I have somebody to blame hahahaha....

Ok guys and gals, hopefully you will come back soon with PhD.....Stay focus...

p/s: Those who haven't get momentum to do your PhD, please take this as a motivation for you to fill in the application form...hehehehe....

Change Malay mind set??

:-)) what a joke! that was my impromtu act after I heard the 'sleeping beauty' wanted to change Malay's mind set...Remind me of the advice from the 1st Malaysia PM 'Do what I said, don't do what I did'...In other word, there is no such thing as 'kepimpinan melalui tauladan'....I think Malaysian will react 'Free your mind first, before talking about our mind' hahahaha...so pathetic!..

Anyway, we have to admit everything is VERY easy to say, but can we actually walk the talk? Or at least work the talk?..hmm...In general, there are so many things we wish we could change. However, we must wake up from sweet dreams to realise somehow we just can't do it...so, why bother to brag with something we simply not sure we can do it or not?

Some people keep talking about 'billions'....in reality rakyat hardly make thousands...

p/s: sometimes, I wonder how I'm stuck in idea from such strictly-NOT-a-GREAT-mind....:-)